=)
today we had our time trial!
it was sucking
i dunno why but im totally numb about these things
really
i dunno what has happened
=(
i used to be so flustered
i used to CARE
but now i dont
life's so meaningless
i dunno where im heading
i have no future
i really dun wanna care anymore
ever since
ever since
something happened
to my family
that can never be changed anymore
life's different
i appear to be nice and happy and all
but did you know?
did you know that my heart is crying?
its breaking
i hate myself
why did i have to be born?
what kind of world is this?
all i ever do is to blindly follow
to blindly do
to blindly listen
i yearn
but i never get
am i too much?
am i too overly un-obsessed?
i wish someone would help me
i know God will help me
i know he is helping me
but i just dont feel it
i feel lost
i feel my whold world is gone
depression
the only word i can describe of myself now
D.I.E
thats all i can do
now
BYE

living only has meaning when you realize the true essence...but i don't.

*[[____ the loved christian`-//*

. kyme

. Sagg1tar1us! (:

. lov3s herself

. L0VES God and Christian brothers and sisters

. 1130

. Chocoholic! ((:

. loves you too <3

. Likes happy endings. =)

. Who doesn't?






*[[___ She who dreams can touch the stars`-//*

so thats about me. a nice nice girl in a wonderful blessed world.

*[[____my starlist`-//*

`violin
`黑塘玛奇朵 OST
`home alone 4 dvd
to be continued...

*[[____brothers and sisters`-//*

::.103'07ers.:: <33

[x] Marilyn |
[x] Keyu |
[x] Rachel |
[x] Stephanie |
[x] Zi Wei |
[x] Joanne |
[x] Sheena |
[x] Shi Yan |
[x] Jing Ying |
[x] Josephine |
[x] Rie |
[x] Le Ting |
[x] Xin Tong |
[x] Gong Yuan |
[x] Sally |

::.nygh-ers.::

[x] Joy |
[x] Eugenia |
[x] Chew Fei |
[x] Jia Min |
[x] Annabelle |
[x] Gou Jun |
[x] Lai Weng |

::.guys?!.::

[x] Vivek |
[x] Rome |
[x] Jeremy |
[x] Jason |
[x] Kit Chong |
[x] Qin Jiang |

::.dqps-ers.::<33

[x] JOey |
[x] Wei Lu<33-BFF |
[x] Jolene |
[x] Candice |
[x] Yu Hui |
[x] Guo Chang |
[x] Yi Yan |
[x] Melissa |
[x] Shi Hui |
[x] Yong Han |
[x] Just Tin |
[x] Damian |
[x] Yu Chan |
[x] Jin Lei |
[x] Shafiqah |
[x] Joelance |
[x] Su Fen |
[x] Chung Chi |
[x] 6 Ruby NET |
[x] 6 Ruby BLOG |

::.church mates.::<33

[x] Loretta |
[x] Shu Qiao |
[x] Man Shan |
[x] Novelle |
[x] Kin Hang |
[x] Melody |
[x] Joyce |
[x] Titus Fellowship |

*[[____voices`-//*

*[[____l.a la.`-//*

*[[____pensive`-//*

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*[[____resources`-//*

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