Saturday, October 20, 2007
shall blog abt ytd since i slept straight after i went home from cca ytd. firstly, somehow i enjoy the imaginative 'presence' of people by blogging as though im talking to someone but sadly i realize noone's coming.
what do u do when part of your world comes crashing down on you?
what do u do when you suddenly realize that people who you thought were closest to you arent?
i can be really emo sometimes. but i realize its juz some stupid way of releasing stress and make ppl like
kh think that im telling every single feeling to them. its just that i dont like bottling my feelings and making myself unhappy. im a sadist. if im unhappy, i want to MAKE ppl unhappy too. =D
okay. so basically ytd we went fajar. i really think the people there are much more friendly then when they came to ny. i seriousliy think we're unsociable. D: anw had ice breaker games. then KEYU kept saying that i was smiling coz i was despo. bleah. and then when we had to sit in a circle everybody refused to sit with me coz they say must save a seat for the fajar ppl. BLEAH. in the end they sat elsewhere anw.
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